Do you miss me too?
I just had this image of you searching for your name on Google like people sometimes do and stumbling upon this entry, this site, and me.
Would you remember me?
Do you miss me too?
I just had this image of you searching for your name on Google like people sometimes do and stumbling upon this entry, this site, and me.
Would you remember me?
There’s nothing like lounging in a tub of water and my own filth surrounded by dim candlelight and listening to Yann Tiersen that makes me quite so reflective. Somehow this way I can think about all the things that have gone wrong the past few days: all the things I don’t like that I’ve done or things done to me, undisturbed: so I sit there and ponder it. Chew it in my mouth over and over like a piece of gum until it loses its flavor. And then I get up, empty the water in the tub and gaze at the drain as all my troubles slip away and out of my sight; out of my own analysis and stand to rinse off the residue. And then it’s time to start anew. To try yet again.