I don’t understand why I always feel the need to defend people no matter what they do to me. Am I naïve for trying to see the good in people? And trying to defend what small sliver of pride or virtue they might have left? Why do I always share their side behind their back, rather than saying, yes, they have wronged me? I’m tired of making these excuses on behalf of someone who’s taking out loneliness and jealousy in the worst way. They are mentally, emotionally, and truthfully sick.

Bitter.
And I’m done protecting and I’m just done caring.

Thank you so much for everything you could have possibly done without knowing about it.

Something I’ve always admired Boozy for is her courage. Kiki is an amazing artist, and it’s hard to live up to her talent, or her realism, or her anything, for that matter. Well, one of my New Year’s resolutions was to draw more, and to draw for me- with my style and my feeling. My eyes are cartoony, not animish, my boys are strange looking, with crooked jaws and funny noses- but absolutely beautiful to me. I can’t draw hot anime men and have that be my style. It’s not. I can do it, because boy can I mimic with my hand- but I don’t want to. I want my OWN style to shine through. As Boozy has done. And I’m proud to announce, as I vowed, the art gallery is officially up. [Took me long enough.]There’s also some new additions to the photo gallery, and my layouts finally match up on all my pages. : ) I was busy today.

Oh, and in case you loves were wondering- my link list is now located just under voyage, because the list was becoming far too long to put on the main page, which is of course a good thing. Now the only thing I want to focus on now, or the only thing that’s left to put up is my music- but that’s assuming I ever get up the courage post any of my mp3s anyway. Whew. I’ll get there.