So we, being my sister and my roommates, come home today from a fun day out shopping and messing about to find a package left on our doorstep by the mailman (or woman). It was wrapped in a nice plastic bag to avoid getting wet from the rain and had no return address on it. It was addressed to my sister and me. We stood there stunned for a minute, we weren’t expecting any package, especially not one as cool as this.

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HOLY SNOW.

I’m bundling up and going outside.

I have run over a mile for the past five consecutive nights. You have no idea how fucking proud of myself I am. Usually I make excuses on why not to do it on certain nights, swearing that I’ll go the next day, and it’s using that method that I fall out of the habit. But I feel great! You know how they say that once you get in the habit you want to go. Well I do. YES.

Also, Jei is amazing.

Me: Say something. For my entry title.
Him: Fuck off, mother fucker.
Me: No, something I can use. Without swear words.
Him: CSI
Me: What?
Him: Cyanide shot injection!
Me: Why would you want me to use that?
Him: Because you told me to say something!
Me: Okay. *puts it in the title*
Him: Don’t use that!

*so I sit here trying to think of a strange and unique title*

Me: Are you sleeping?
Him: Yes.
Me: Did you see the title?
Him: No.
Me: Well look.
Him: What happens if it’s boring?
Me: I don’t know, I’ll change it.
Him: *he opens one eye* It’s boring!

Coming up with random titles is harder that I thought.

And who else is crazy about Google being down?! It’s driving me mad! Don’t fail me now, faithful overlords!

EDIT: Flickr and Facebook are down too. Maybe the Internet has the flu.

I have that aching feeling again that I’m ready to delete everything and start all over. New domain, if at all, etc. I miss Diary-X a lot. I emailed Stephen Deken to let him know just how much I missed it. I’m pretty sure I’m going to be deleting a lot of pictures from my flickr today. I’ll still do the 365 project, but I’ll be keeping the images on my computer and uploading the ones I like. I feel like mediocre crap is cluttering my stream. And it is. I don’t like that.

Why does this aching happen? Does anyone else have it? What about those people that have had the same site and username and stuff for FIVE years? I don’t know if I could handle that. I’ve had my lj since Diary-X went down and that was… January 06? (But I’ve used a rename token once.) I still have my Diaryland from 01-04. I want to delete any trace of me off the face of the net and then just resurface somewhere else. Does anyone else get this way?

It’s annoying.
I feel like I should document everytime I feel like this because I know it happens in cycles.