Well, I’m totally over what happened yesterday.

Just for clarification, the locked entry was about the lunch that I had yesterday. Since Luke has stumbled across my blog once before, I felt it necessary to lock the entry. If you’d like to read it, definitely email or message me for the password and I’ll happily give it to you. (I mean that.) However, I feel I should clarify something that might have confused some people, especially on LiveJournal. Luke is totally not the same person as Tom (Mr. Seven-Year-Best-Friend-You-Know-Who-I-Mean). Tom would never in a thousand years ever, ever, act the way Luke did yesterday. So that’s a completely different situation and still “on”, for those of you that may have been wondering. (I feel like I’m speaking in code?)

Anyway, hopefully I’m done talking about ridiculous drama for a while and we can get back to our regular scheduled programming. I haven’t updated my Flickr in a long time, so I think I’m going to do that today. I wish it was summer already. This halfway in-between shit’s gotta go.

What should I cook today? Any favorite recipes you want to share?

I’m kind of feeling like poop today. I just wanted to tell you guys that I did go to the doctor yesterday; she beat on my back and my arm a bit until I almost cried. Then we did an EKG. Then we drew some blood. And all in all we really have no idea what happened. A clot and a nerve spasm were a few ideas tossed around. I guess we’ll just have to wait and see.

I’m off to actually get my hair done by someone other than me. Holy crap. (I can’t believe I’m spending money on this…) Hopefully it will make me feel better. I just sort of feel gross.

BREAKFAAAAAAAST.
Cheers.

PS: Thank you to EVERYONE who took the time to comment on my LiveJournal post yesterday. Your support means the world to me (and well, Tom and Jei too).

Well, today something scary happened.

My left arm went completely numb for no reason in a matter of seconds, and then my entire arm and chest was in pain. About twenty minutes later, Cole and I had arrived at the local grocer’s to get some Bayer’s aspirin, and my entire hand was purple and swollen. It was terrifying. All blood flow just stopped. Eventually the swelling went down and I feel much better now, but I have to stay awake so I can take some medicine in a little while. Poor Jei has offered to stay awake with me: I’m on the one couch with my trusty laptop and he’s on the other playing Okami but I can tell he’s falling asleep.

“I can’t sleep! I have to save this village!”
*the wolf has stopped moving*
“Jei, go to bed.”
“I’m not sleeping! I’m saving this village!”
*the wolf starts moving again only to stop a few minutes later*

I think you know the drill.
There’s someone I want with me right now, because this entire experience has terrified me more than I’d like to admit, but I don’t really feel like going into that. They can’t anyway so there’s no point in dwelling.

In other, not-so-scary news, my mother came over today and played Rock Band with us. She sang. Oh, not only did she sing, but she TOTALLY got into it. (And she was good.) She did, “Don’t Fear the Reaper”, “Highway Star”, and “Suffragette City”, to name a few.

Yeah, I know, you don’t have to tell me, I’ve known for a long time. My mom is so fucking cool.

It’s also come to my attention that I have a bit of a swearing problem.

EDIT: 1:23 a.m.
I guess this is as close as we can get. =\