I am back now and,
What. The. Fuck.
WHATTHEFUCK.
Stupid, stupid, stupid.
I will talk about this later after I take a fucking nap.

Seven years is a long time to build someone up.
What if I’m not what he expects at all?
I’m just tired of people loving an idea of me and not really seeing me.
So I get onto my computer today to find that everyone was wishing me a Happy St. Patrick’s Day yesterday and I am going, WTF. Saint Patrick’s Day is on the seventeenth people, just like it is every year! But then I discovered “it was changed to the fifteenth this year by the Roman Catholic Church to avoid conflict with Holy Monday, which falls on 3/17.”
Yeah, what the fuck?
But I guess Ireland celebrates March 13th through the 17th, and is still having the huge parade on the 17th, regardless of the Roman Catholic Church?
Either way, my roommates and I are still celebrating on the seventeenth. So Happy St. Paddy’s day, TOMORROW.