I’ve had those pants since I was a freshman in high school. Anyway, have you ever suddenly felt outside yourself? Like suddenly you’re very aware of what you’re doing, how you sound, the way you walk, what people are thinking of you right-this-very-second? I’ve sort of had this as a prolonged sensation over the past few days. I feel like I see myself, really see myself, and it just startles me. Every time I open my mouth, slouch, hear my own voice, brush my teeth. It’s really rather odd. (Speaking of Odd- the new Odd Thomas book came out yesterday, and despite my love for Odd I couldn’t justify spending $30 on a book.)
Today marks day 171 of the 365 project. I thought during this month I had for sure failed miserably, but it turns out I did not. This was a pleasant surprise. My entries feel very detached, choppy, and informative. Sorry about that. Maybe I’ll just resort to picture posts for a while.
i do. it happens every once in a while. it makes me very self concious. which i hate. and i dont know this odd thomas. i shall have to investigate. :)
Odd Thomas is one of my favorite stories ever. I love him and the story and just, everything. To me, he would be the ideal man. =D
Also, it makes me very self conscious as well. And I hate that I am self conscious and I hate what it is I’m noticing. What I notice I also hate. So it’s like this never-ending cycle of hating. It’s awful.