Hey honey. I hope you’re feeling up soon.

Thanks. I’m working on it. =)

Honey. I’ve been listening to that song for at least two years. lol.
It’s on one of the OC soundtracks, actually.

Fuck the O.C. =D

Just do the free account on livejournal. You don’t really use it, so that would work great.

I’m in a weird mood, doing a lot of reading and writing right now. I feel lost, confused, and coldly alone. Everything that has changed in the past couple months in my life is sinking in, I’m moving on, and as those feelings come to surface I deal with them before they disapate. I may have good days, I may have bad, but this is where I am in my life right now and I am happy with where I am going.

Thats not even the something ugly about life I was going to share with you.

I never understood a whole lot of projection until recently. Something ugly about life is that so often someone will project their negative feelings about themselves onto you. Consequently you are left to deal with it, feel guilty, and worry that that person you once cared about will always hate you…for their own mistakes. The ugly truth is that so often, when people’s true colors shine through; they never were who you once thought they were.

God, that’s definitely someone I know. And by that I mean nobody who reads this. =)