Lately, on most days, I think I must still be trapped in a lucid dream because the clouds look like they’ve been painted onto the sky.
Feel the weight of every star
Burning out, snuffed
Like candles, cold
And gray upon your chest.
This is only the beginning
Can someone tell me what
We have learned?
What lessons were to be
Taught by corpses - filed in cabinets
Alphabetically, their eyes
Dilated - except for which books
We are blind to; which songs
Make too never sing?
“This is our last chance for peace.”
“Fuck it.”
“Shantih. Shantih. Shantih.”
“Fuck you.”
Am I still dreaming?
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I fell into my past today
twisted and cluttered by my future
I feel like I have fallen
But only you would understand
The words forming don’t make sense
a constitution of life
I can’t say to you what I want
A mangled mess of thought
But only you will understand