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Moment 186 of the 365 Days Project

Today there was a thunderstorm and I went swimming in the pool after my run. Once I saw the lightning I decided to get out and go home. I don’t know how running became one of my favorite things. I used to hate it. But before I hated it I could run a seven minute mile. Today I was so wrapped up in thinking about other things I didn’t even know I’d passed my two mile mark. (Which never happens; usually I’m counting down the minutes towards the end.) I don’t know why I feel like sharing this with you. I’m getting antsy again. About writing here, I mean.

I miss Diary-X.

I want to write the things I want and post the pictures I want and not feel badly about it. And it’s not even that I have a ton of awful things to say, at all, it’s just… I guess I don’t know how to explain it.

But somehow I know that this ALWAYS happens. If I go somewhere else or find some place new slowly I’ll get to the point where I don’t know who’s reading anymore and I’ll want to do it all over again. I wish I could just get passed that point.

Maybe this time I will.
But I’ve a few more miles to go yet.

Can this year be over already, plz?
Kthanx.

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ben spoke on June 8th, 2008 6:10 pm with the words:

hey congrats on your running everyday! I’m still trying to get the gumption to due that… walking everyday but not exactly the same as running. Keep up the good work.



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Sara replied on June 8th, 2008 6:12 pm with the words:

Thanks, Ben! But congrats to you for your progress with SB!! Where I can get myself to run I certainly don’t have the will power to do SB.

=)

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Bronwyn spoke on June 8th, 2008 6:35 pm with the words:

I was just thinking of you. I was perched on the picnic table that’s on the patio - overlooks the fields, and was enjoying the vibration of the thunder and after that video of yours, I associate thunder with you, lol. It came from the south so…thanks for the rain! ;D



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Sara replied on June 8th, 2008 9:00 pm with the words:

I think it’s felt more like spring than summer so far because of all the rain. Not that I’m complaining, because I love the rain. But it doesn’t quite feel like June, does it?

=D

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erica spoke on June 8th, 2008 7:31 pm with the words:

i have to admit that i;ve been lurking for a little while and i love your pictures and always look foreard to a new entry. keep em’ coming.



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Sara replied on June 8th, 2008 9:01 pm with the words:

Thank you!! I will try my best to get over this weird writing funk. =)

(Nice to meet you, thanks for letting me know you read.)

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Mal spoke on June 8th, 2008 8:01 pm with the words:

I miss DX so much. I would never have used anything else.



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Sara replied on June 8th, 2008 9:02 pm with the words:

I know, me either. =(
They’re supposedly still “re-developing” it, but the last public post was in January of 07 or something. Sad days.



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Sara replied on June 8th, 2008 9:13 pm with the words:

OMGOMGOMGOMG. I just checked and they’re open for invite code BETA TESTING!!



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Sara replied on June 8th, 2008 11:03 pm with the words:

I lied, it’s alpha testing, but I’m very excited!! I popped one of my old Diary-X templates up there and WHAM. It worked. HAHAHAHAAHA.

This is awesome.

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apricot. spoke on June 8th, 2008 8:59 pm with the words:

I know how you are feeling. It’s a struggle everyday for me to speak honestly about my feelings in such a public place. But I often feel that if you can’t say it to strangers, who can you say it to?



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Sara replied on June 8th, 2008 9:02 pm with the words:

That is very true. But it isn’t so much the strangers I’m worried about as the people I know. You know what I mean?

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Erica spoke on June 9th, 2008 1:06 pm with the words:

I still miss DX, too. :(



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Sara replied on June 9th, 2008 5:54 pm with the words:

Well, you’re in luck!! Check it out-

It’s back up, as Codexed.
But it’s just starting- but all my old layouts work and the base is still the same.

http://codexed.com

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Anna spoke on June 9th, 2008 11:50 pm with the words:

You gypsy, you.

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Lauren Nicole spoke on June 10th, 2008 11:43 am with the words:

You’re so tiny! I can fit you in my pocket! How cute.

Also, you shouldn’t feel bad about writing or post photos of anything. If people can’t handle the truth or anything at all that you feel like sharing, they don’t have to come here. Just tell them to fuck off or you can send them my way to deal with. :)

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