
Moment 186 of the 365 Days Project
Today there was a thunderstorm and I went swimming in the pool after my run. Once I saw the lightning I decided to get out and go home. I don’t know how running became one of my favorite things. I used to hate it. But before I hated it I could run a seven minute mile. Today I was so wrapped up in thinking about other things I didn’t even know I’d passed my two mile mark. (Which never happens; usually I’m counting down the minutes towards the end.) I don’t know why I feel like sharing this with you. I’m getting antsy again. About writing here, I mean.
I miss Diary-X.
I want to write the things I want and post the pictures I want and not feel badly about it. And it’s not even that I have a ton of awful things to say, at all, it’s just… I guess I don’t know how to explain it.
But somehow I know that this ALWAYS happens. If I go somewhere else or find some place new slowly I’ll get to the point where I don’t know who’s reading anymore and I’ll want to do it all over again. I wish I could just get passed that point.
Maybe this time I will.
But I’ve a few more miles to go yet.
Can this year be over already, plz?
Kthanx.



hey congrats on your running everyday! I’m still trying to get the gumption to due that… walking everyday but not exactly the same as running. Keep up the good work.
Thanks, Ben! But congrats to you for your progress with SB!! Where I can get myself to run I certainly don’t have the will power to do SB.
=)