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I can’t shake the feeling that I’m being watched. I’m afraid that every move I make is being monitored, studied, copied. I was feeling all right for a while there, but I’m afraid that she’s hounding me again. I’m afraid to comment in Ash’s journal because I know she reads the things I say. But I love commenting because I feel it’s supportive. But I am afraid. I don’t want her watching me. I have dreams that she shows up at my door wearing the same clothes, with the same hair, and laughs in this really sick twisted way. I don’t even remember what she looks like. So I’m sorry I haven’t been posting. I’ll try harder.

Posted in her dreams, the hounding |
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Crow Jake spoke on April 12th, 2007 1:05 pm with the words:

It’s awfully spooky, please don’t let it control you though! You have every right to comment where you want and to who you want, there’s always a 1% of people who will make things hard for the rest of us, but a very many people appreciate you and would do anything to be part of the 99% percent which outweighs the problems caused to you by the 1%.

You also have a right to react how you want, and see appropriate for yourself, if you need any brute force don’t forget to call my name! x x x

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Bronwyn spoke on April 12th, 2007 1:16 pm with the words:

Ugh, don’t let her win! :(

As for brute force, well, I can kick! :D

xoxoxo

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Bonamy spoke on April 12th, 2007 2:39 pm with the words:

Aww, thanks you guys. It’s hard for me not to feel it, though, because for several months I didn’t know it was happening at all. So now every once and a while I just have this brief moment of panic. I plan on updating some more today though!

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Amber spoke on April 12th, 2007 2:44 pm with the words:

It is extremely difficult to recover from being stalked. It’s extremely damaging to the victim, they become easily paranoid, second guesses to decisions become common, and nightmares can become very frequent as well.

I’ve found it’s harder with the internet, because there is no real way of handling the situation. There is nothing you can to get a PPO, or get them to stop stealing your photos, buying the same clothes, copying your hair or your words.

I wish you the best of luck.

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Bonamy spoke on April 12th, 2007 2:46 pm with the words:

Well, mine’s not THAT bad. I actually used to be friends with her about two years ago and then this started happening. She lives far away now so I really don’t have to worry about being confronted with it very often.

But thank you for your support.

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Amber spoke on April 12th, 2007 2:49 pm with the words:

Don’t talk down the situation just because it’s over the internet, or she’s female, because it’s just as damaging and friends/family need to recognize that, but it looks like you’ve got the supportive friends part covered. (:

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Bonamy spoke on April 12th, 2007 2:50 pm with the words:

I do. Everyone I know is really supportive about it, but it took me a while to open up and admit how much it really effected me. :} Thanks again.

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Ri spoke on April 12th, 2007 3:15 pm with the words:

I look hot. Totally.

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Bonamy spoke on April 13th, 2007 1:02 pm with the words:

Indeed you do, darling.

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